Entry for January 08, 2008
Another day with little accomplished. This is very bad. I think the birth control pills are a bad idea I think I am going hormonal. I started crying today for really no good reason, I have been doing so good I can not go through another bout of depression. LOL, I can't afford to. I'm on the last of my savings, I need to start working very soon. I shouldn't have went home, I always get out of whack after I go home, but how can I not. I don't know how many more times I'm going to see Grandma Jean, the parents aren't getting any younger, but how do you balance that out with the fact that my life seems to spin out of my control after I go home.

Went to see Sweeny Todd today. It was a very dark movie. I thought it was going to be campy, you think serial killer musical with Johnny Depp and you figure camp. Nope it was extremely dark, good but dark, not really what I was in the mood for but I still enjoyed it. Definetily not one for the kiddies.

Started trying to write my memory blog. I am not happy with the outcome so far. I am my worst critic when it comes to writing. Maybe I'll feel better about it as I go along.