Entry for January 06, 2008
Had a headache on Friday and Saturday, bleh. Now I'm feeling down, I really need to get out and do something. Inertia is bad. But then I think if I go out I will spend money that I don't have. I need to find a job fast. I'm tired of worrying about money. Wondering what will happen if my benefits run out. LOL, my prescriptions probably cost $1000/month and I don't want to take any medication. Well not having migraines all the time is nice but that med makes me forget words sometimes. Welcome to the world of the stupid, I always appreciated the fact that I had some smarts but when you can't remember easy words sometimes you really are thankful.

The dog is sick again. I think he just got used to the wet dog food and when we tried to transition him back to his old food it messed with his digestion but back to the vet we go. I can't afford another $500 and $50 every 2wks for food so they need to figure something out. He woke me up like every 1 1/2hrs to go out last night, then slept by my bed part of the night too. That was disconcerting, I'm not used to hearing him so close when I'm sleeping.

When I was at dinner with Keir we were talking about journals in HS. I would write in a diary for like 5 days out of a year so I don't have a lot of written memories from HS. I want to start journaling some of those memories before they disappear. I know many already have. I need to find a better venue then 360 though. On the drive home I thought of when a group of us dressed as greasers and lip synched to Summer of '69 in front of a Middle School assembly. I was the drum player but I only had a snare drum and the guitar and bass players had old acoustic guitars. LOL. I wish we had pics but I don't think our parents showed up.

Went to see Juno. It was good, the best movie I've seen in a while, really funny. Maybe I just needed to get out of the house and do something. It helps that she was a total smartass. Don't know why I would like that. LOL. I read a review when it first came out which talked about how Juno was going to make teenage pregnancy seem cool, WTF, no they didn't show it ruining her whole life but they did show how fucked up things get even for someone that has support like Juno.